Wednesday, May 26, 2010

I wouldn’t say I’m any type of feminist (just because I’m so sex oppressed and skewed in my views on gender) but I do feel a certain social obligation to other women, especially young women. in that I don’t let the ones I meet think or feel inadequate or indebted to men and more importantly in terms of body image to themselves. Because I think that is literally the worst feeling (that I’ve ever had and have). That there’s more to your worth as a person. Its like i cant meet a little girl that feels bad about herself and I not intervene! I just cannot. I think if theres anything i can ever do to intercept feelings of sexual guilt, low self esteem or anything else in another female, i must do it! Its not only that because women, oppressed, narrow minded women with that same lack of self worth and self esteem do the most in oppressing other women. Which is fuckin sad, I cant call another woman a slut. I wont be another woman with low self esteem making, lessening another woman’s self esteem.

if i give you all of me,

how far could we actually go?
if i told, you everything.
how much would you actually know?
if every star in the sky, matched the stars in your eyes
i doubt they would actually glow.
& if this love ran its course, and we both wanted out
i doubt i would actually go.